When I started it, I knew it was going to be scary, challenging, uncertain but fulfilling.

Now I feel like I have no other option. It is doomed. I am doomed.

Today the fear was so real that I had to take refuge in meditation to calm myself down.

While I was shedding tears, I kept asking myself, will I ever make it? Will I ever get to feel the joy of success? I had no idea.

I have NO idea...